May 22, 2002

Wow. I'm done. DONE. No more chemo. Man. I wanted this so bad. I thought this day would never come. I couldn't keep up with the set backs. I'm here. I did it. I'm done chemo. No cancer, no chemo. That's a normal life. And it's mine. Wow. There are no words, at all.

Wow. From here on in, things will just get better. There's the chance of a relapse but nothing is accomplished by waiting for something right to go wrong.

I remember when I said I wanted that feeling you get when all you can do is throw your hands in the air and wonder "what the hell did I do to deserve this?" but in the exact opposite way I wondered it then.

I have that feeling now. And it was worth it.

Excitement, happiness and laughter. I've got it and it couldn't be better.

Dreams come true.

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